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This Buddy last logged in at 31-12-2008
Birthday: 14-03-1968
This is my story
Ok Here is my story...I am 40...Just!! Had my birthday in March and it's just a number I don't have a problem with being 40 at all. The only problem I have is being Huge! I can't weigh myself because I am so scared too. I know I am fat I can see it but I really can't bring myself to get on the scales. The last time I did I think I was 17 stone! which was about 2 years ago, in which Time I have lost some weight then put it back on. A real yo-yo dieter. When I got married 16years ago I was a size14 and clothes fitted, but that was a long time ago. I have 1 son who is nearly 14. I have just finished my last job where I was treated really badly for nearly 3 years and they have given me a big pay off to leave. So I have decided to use some of the money to go and get a gastric band fitted, my first appointment is on the 12.07.08 and I can't wait. I don't see it as "cheating" I just want to not get big and huge again when dieting. I never seem to be able to keep weight loss going, so I am hoping this operation will really help. I know I have to do this for the sake of my family and myself. This huge amount of fat I carry around with me every day will kill me, so I have to do something drastic to get it gone for ever.