getting gorgeous
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This Buddy last logged in at 09-01-2008
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This is my story
I was a slim child and was teased and called "Skinny Liz" My mother and siblings were slightly plump and I remember my father going on about it all the time. I was 9stone 3lbs when I married at 19. Whenever my weight varied, my mother-in-law made disparaging remarks. My husband used to call me a fat ugly f..ing middle-aged bitch even when I was 8 and a half stone. It turns out he was Gay but I thought his lack of attention was because I was ugly. I had lost nearly all my extra weight after my 4th child when he left me. I became terribly depressed and gained many stone. Eventually I managed to lose 6 stone and kept it off 3 years but I was not emotionally strong enough to make it permanent. I can't remember ever being happy with my body - always too thin or too fat??? I must have been lovely somewhere in between! I've had a gastric band fited now but so far not filled so no constriction; I am having counselling too. Please, please let this be the thing that helps me back to a permanent healthy weight!
