I'm not really fat, I unzip out of the fat suit every night.
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This Buddy last logged in at 09-07-2007
Birthday: 02-03-1974
This is my story
My name is Nicki and I am the proud mum of three fab girls, and happy wife of a wonderful and supportive Hubby.
My troubles started 12 years ago almost. My first born son was born still born, it was the worst moment in our lives, I blamed myself, as anyone would I suppose but it started from that point.
I was still getting into size 10 clothes until I was 6 months gone, I had a cute little baby bump. After we lost our beautiful little boy, I used food and locking myself away with food to comfort myself. I was 20 years old then.
I went on to have my second child and then my third, by the time my third was born I had gained 3 and a half stone a apart from the joy of my girls I was feeling at a new low.
I managed somehow to lose 2 stone of it over the next 4 years and thought everything was getting back on track. I fell for my fourth child. She is now 5 years old and I am now 6 stone over weight. My hubby is so supportive and tells me constantly that he loves me for who I am, but I feel I am letting him down in many ways, I almost want him to find someone else he can be happy with, but I know thats just me and my self pity. I am exremely lucky to have a wonderful family behind me. I now no longer know what to do and have been considering having a Gastric band fitted for some time now. But I don't know very much about it, I've day dreamed about loads of different things I could do to myself, some ideas being extreme. I didn't know what to do next, that is until I saw Anne in a mag yesterday. I am so in awe of Anne, she has done so well and looks fantastic. And that is why I am here signing up today.
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